On love

Today, somewhere around Janu B, or maybe it was C, I got distracted. I started to think about love, and about the man I would like to be with.

What was striking to me was the level of detail that I have in my mind about what I want. He would have to be around my age, good looking, earning good money, in good shape, a yogi (ashtangi), and he would have to be at my same level in practice. Not much more advanced than me, and not much more of a beginner than me (when it comes to asana). He would have to love to travel, and maybe even be thinking about transitioning into a more spirit oriented life.

At that point the realization hit me so hard that I actually had to stop and stretch my legs towards the front and just stay sited and in silence for a while... I have been looking for ME.

this realization was obviously to be revealed to me today because before I woke up this morning I had a dream. In the dream I was in a sort of double date with two men and another woman. The four of us were having fun, but it was the woman that was attracted to me, and she actually kissed me.

I know what my psychologist will say. Yes, the woman in the dream was me...

Small wonder!