What if we imagine that there is no chaos to anything? what it appears as chaos is a kind of divine chaos, and in every situation in our lives is perfect the way it is. This is how Marianne Williamson challenges me today.
It goes well with the Course in Miracles lesson I get for this sunny Tuesday, "love holds no grievances".
I have been toying with the idea. what if I am completely safe, right now, what if all my fears (that my boss may think I am not good enough, that I will never be a yoga teacher, blah blah), what if all of them are just a fragment of my imagination and not real at all. What if God wants me to be like him, like love, holding no fear, no grievances, dare I say: "happy".
It is seriously interesting to ponder on this, I am not sure I can even imagine such thing, which, the course proposes, is our natural state. A state of bliss. Something (my ego?) seems to tight my stomach, and screams Noooo, that is no possible, we must worry, we must try harder.
What I like about this proposition is that "bliss" is not something "out there" but rather something really specific: me, thinking that I am cared for, that no matter what I do all is well, that there is nothing to fear.
How far off from the center have I travelled that I cannot even imagine such a state?
May I return please,
may I re-member,
may we all do,
may we all surrender and realize that are cared for
blessed, protected, loved
may we be grateful
may we be happy
that is my prayer today.
No comments:
Post a Comment
Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.