My dad passed away

On April 29 my father died in a motorcycle accident.  I am in pain.  I guess I knew this day would come, and he had a long good life, (was 71), but still I miss him, and he is far away being buried today.

My dad had a keen sense of humor and had very exaggerated good and bad things, like, me?...  he would say things very Guruji like, as in "everything comes" to give me hope, yet at other times he would encourage me to "be beautiful and shut up".  He was from another time, another century.

In his youth he was the Argentinean champion for swimming, and he flew planes eventually becoming a captain in commercial aircraft for an Argentinean company called Austral.  He then retired and became a lawyer, out of all things.

He took lots of risks and lived to the fullest, he had strong convictions and right or wrong always believed in himself.

One thing I know for sure is that he loved his children, the three of us, a lot, and he always did the best he could with the understanding he had and with love.

I miss you papi.

To the memory of Ricardo W. Azula,  October 18, 1939 - April 29, 2010

25 comments:

  1. I am so sorry for you, Claudia. That is tragic. You speak so lovingly of him and with insight. My heart goes out to you.

    Dennis

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  2. I am so sorry for your loss. I'm sending you Healing and Light during this difficult time for you, across countries and time zones. My practices this week will be dedicated to you and your family.

    Many Blessings Claudia.
    Lisa

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  3. Thank you Lisa and Dennis, I appreciate your good intentions and the dedication.

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  4. Sending love and heartfelt compassion to you during this time of grief and healing. I lost my dad when I was 19. It's always difficult to say goodbye, but we carry the people we love with us in our hearts. You'll be in my thoughts this week. Take care of yourself.

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  5. I don't think I've commented before but I have been reading your blog for a while, and I hope you don't mind this relative stranger stopping by to offer my heartfelt condolences. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  6. I'm so, so sorry, Claudia. You must be shaken to the core. Hopefully your memories and insights will carry you through the grief. It sounds like your dad led a good, adventurous life and left it doing something he loved. None of us can ask for more than that.

    Peace,
    Nancy

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  7. So sorry. I lost my dad almost five years ago, to a car accident. He was 75, but, still, I don't think I'd ever truly realized, in a deep emotional rather than abstract intellectual sense, that he wouldn't be there forever. My thoughts are with you.

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  8. Hi guys, kaivalya, nancy, thank you for your words, thank to those of you who have similar stories (yfc) and how you can relate to what I am going through, thank you also to teacup for commenting, I don't mind if it is only on occasion, not at all, I am very grateful that you guys are sending me good thoughts, it comforts me... and I am sure my dad too...

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  9. Ahhh Claudia, so sorry. Lost my own a couple of years ago. Still tough at times and i still miss him but more and more the most simple things make me think of him and smile. it gets easier always a little bitter sweet, but easier. x

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  10. My thoughts are with you. Much love. XOXO

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  11. Thanks Grimmly and PLY, deeply felt

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  12. Claudia I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of love & healing thoughts.x

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  13. Mis mas sinceras condolencias. I've been stopping by to read frequently, and it seems like you know a lot about expressing affection. I'm sure that made your dad's life very lovely. I hope most of your memories are very beautiful.

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  14. Much much much love you Claudia.
    Strength to you my friend.

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  15. Daydream, fivefoottwo, urbanashtangi, thank you for stopping by and for your words, it is amazing how feeling the love of the blog community has helped me, it makes me feel a part of, loved, I am grateful.

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  16. My sincere condolences Claudia. I feel deeply for your loss especially after reading this post.

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  17. I am so sorry, Claudia! Tears came to my eyes reading this post! My thoughts are with you. Lots of love and strength to you! Anna

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  18. Melanie and Anna, thank you for your words, I feel the love, and the felt condolences, it is touching

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  19. i'm very sorry. this is just terrible

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  20. Thanks Bindy, yes, a tragedy, trying to come to terms with it slowly, I tried commenting on your video of the cats but it was too close to home... practice does help, so grateful to have it in my life, thanks for your words.

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  21. He wasn't even sick! God. Too bad. Very sorry for you & your family. I know how it is. I am still in the process of letting go of my own father.

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  22. I know B, I remembered you because I know it is recent for you too, I did not know it would hurt physically, sometimes in my throat, sometimes in my stomach, it is strange, but the practice grounds me, and heals me, I just hope the pain will pass, and hope the same for you, big hug

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  23. Dear Claudia
    I'm so sorry about your loss. I've been traveling and not had access to the internet for a week. I'll keep you and your family in my meditation intentions.
    hugs
    Arturo

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  24. Arturo, thank you for your words and for keeping my family in your meditation intentions. This was a big shock for us, and I hope he is in the light.

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  25. Your father was 70, no 71. IT WAS NOT an accident, it was a murderer on a car that did him die.
    I dont belive you it was a shock for you , you just keep on with your wedding and plans...
    Dont mention wrong things about dad anymore please or come to see first for yourself darling.
    Your sister Ana from Arg.that loves you as you do =)

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