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| Taking in the air on Mari C |
And voila!, new areas of the lungs discovered. Sometimes it even hurts a little reaching into them. The air does not 'dare' go all full in. I wonder how much more space there is. I bet you a lot.
2.- Less Dizzy. Dizziness has not been completely eliminated. I am one of those special low-pressure cases. However, the deep breathing and retention has trained my lungs to go slow as I come up from forward bends and there is less of the seeing double. Now if it only worked for attempt drop backs! Oh, I long for the day, or should I say "lung" for that day... hee hee
3.- Pranayama work with bandhas informs asana. Yesterday in particular the bandhas and the breathing TOOK OVER ME. That is the only way I can describe it. It was as if asana was doing me, and not the other way around.
I simply observed in the very first position of asana how the tightening of the perineum was linked to the air filling the lower portion of my trunk and as the arms started to rise.
Then I felt unddhyana bandha engage as the arms continued to rise and the air filled the middle of my trunk and finally found my eyes looking at my palms and the ceiling above, as the inhale came to a stop.
And that was just the first move, of the first sun salute. It was as if there was no me.
There was no me?
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| Where did I go? |
Did I just say that?
Did not last long, but it was the breath that led the salutes and some of the other poses, like the prasaritas. most of the sitting poses and even kurmasana. Wish that happened all the time.
4.- Bursts of Anger. This took my by surprise. Apparently there was a tornado level 100 brewing within me. Maybe all the backbending and the pranayama fanned the fire? What ever happened to me last Friday? I will spare you the details, perhaps will share in another post, the point is, I need to pay more attention at what the emotional body says because all this work seems to 'awaken' certain energies. And they are not always pleasant to put it mildly.
I do admit that this may have more to do with the work on intermediate series. I have heard of many practitioners breaking into tears, losing weight and bursting into anger while starting the nadi sodhana series, the "nerve cleansing, intermediate series", guess is called that for a reason. Respect.
5.- Eyes Closed. I know, not supposed to close the eyes. I hear you, and it is true, do not imitate me. But I feel that at certain places my eyes are just closing during asana. It seems more connected to pratyahara (sense withdrawal) than to pranayama really.
My eyes close because the whole system wants to go in.
Yesterday it happened in the prasaritas, the feeling of being internally aware, inner-eye wide-open, outer eyes closed, that led me to feeling every possible nuance of the pose. Then it happened again in some of the forward bends. Even the light was a distraction and it felt good to connect to the body like that, to feel it, to put every iota of attention I had into it.
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| Preparing for Prasarita Padotanasana A |
7.- Deep Facial Muscle Relaxation. Graduate-level relaxation of the mouth to the point where I have began to get images of my face being so out and hanging that I probably look like a 130-year-old lady with no teeth. I know the image is my mind trying to scare me. If relaxing the jaw was equal to seeing God earlier this year, then this goes beyond. Great feeling.
8.- Inversions. Breathing deeply, with bandhas, and for longer and longer periods of time is highlighting how intense it is to breathe against gravity. The weight of the diaphragm makes the slow exhalation much more difficult, and so it becomes a challenge to tame it.
This in turn helps in pranayama where suddenly the exhalations are smoother because all the work during asana trained them and so it actually feels lighter and easier to breathe out. Who knew?
9.- Respecting pauses. When the breath takes over in asana practice there is no Ashtanga, no Jois, no Krishnamacharya or Iyengar that counts. The breath, well: TAKES OVER. And that means pausing sometimes. Not savasana pausing. No, not like that. But stops nevertheless for example before Utkatasana, or as directed, by her majesty: the breathing function.
If the breath needs to re-group then the body stops and let me tell you I am not about to interfere... I dare not mess with the breath.
Also:
32 Unusual Ways to Practice Pratyahara - Sense Withdrawal
The Claudia Sutras
32 Ways to Start Paying Attention to Your Breath {Pranayama Preliminaries}



i always enjoy to read, it gives motivation's back
ReplyDeleteThank you Lila :-)
ReplyDeleteLove this post! I'm curious about what the reason is behind not closing your eyes during asana. I have to admit that it's one of the reasons why I love my teacher. He guides us through the practice with only verbal instructions which allows me to close my eyes so that all I'm aware of is my own breath and body and the sound of his soothing voice. I have heard before that you should close your eyes but I don't know why.
ReplyDeleteMirella
Mirella, sounds like a nice experience you have going there with yoru teacher.
ReplyDeleteI believe because in Ashtanga in particular we have a pre-determined focus point, then we are meant to keep the eyes open, engaged and, in some cases, I confess, I use the focus point as a third leg of balance, I know that sounds wierd but for example in uttita hastha when I am standing on one leg, grabbing the other one stretched to the side and looking on the other side to the far left or right, it helps me in the balancing to have the yes open...
Maybe just one of those ashtanga things
Just makes so much sense doesn't it. Yes we work on breath and bandhas in practice but it's completely different from actually sitting and really working with them to the exclusion of all else. Same with meditation, we might focus on the breath there, watch it but in pranayama I really feel I'm working with the breath. Definitely agree with 3, so beneficial for asana practice and especially those postures where you want a little extra help, little more control, kapo's dropbacks etc.
ReplyDeleteThanks for this post. My practice has been all over the place, and sometimes nonexistent, for months now, and I find myself more and more drawn to pranayama. The jaw tension is a huge, huge reason why I feel that pull, so you putting it on this list is a big push for me. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteGrimmly, yeah that was a shock actually, I had had glimpses of it, but in this particular practice teh whole yoga thing just took over and I was not there, and it was different, the bandhas, the breathing taking over like that, Gosh, it was poetry. I know you love your pranayama practice, I can clearly see why.
ReplyDeleteRebecca, I know what you mean. Earlier in the year I had this reveleation in Mysore when I relaxed the jaw for one whole practice, and it felt as if I was seeing God. OR, in more pagan terms I just felt like I was flowing with that practice. That little adjustment is so powerful indeed! My only concern now is: is it legal? hee hee
Claudia, I try every class to relax my jaw. I know it would change my practice . . . and my life. And I have thought about how tightening the jaw is a way of blocking out my connection to the Divine / flow (whatever word we choose). It is nice to hear that I am not alone in that. In the legal profession, however, I am more alone, though since asking whether yoga is legal I have happily found many other spiritually and yogically inclined lawyers. Yay!
ReplyDeleteRebecca, that is great to hear!, I worked in a law firm for a loooooong time and also found that lawyers seemed to have a natural curiosity and inclination, for example we had a partner with an ashtanga private instructor and another partner who did Bikram every day... I also started to notice a lot more yoga mats since I started talking yoga with whomever would listen, I am not taking credit or anything, I just think that law and yoga go hand in hand, lawyers need the focus and peace it brings!!!
ReplyDeleteAs per the jaw, I hear you, and no, you are not alone, I remember to relax the jaw throughout the day, it is a practice for me too.
I've heard people say before that pranayama lead to more lung capacity, but the other ones are new to me. Your experience of a vast disconnect from self is absolutely amazing to me. I've never experienced anything close to that. I'm relatively new to the world of yoga, but I've been trying to embrace it wholeheartedly.
ReplyDeleteI've been reading a memoir (The Tenth Door by Michele Hebert- http://www.rajayogis.net ) about spiritual training in 1970s San Francisco to get a bit of history on the spiritual side of things, and I read your blog for tips and experiences like these. Thanks for sharing, as always :)
Hello Justin, that is interesting, is that the Baptiste who is the father of the famous contemporary Baron?
ReplyDeleteI like stories like that, currently I am reading Aghora, about an Indian man recounting stories the likes of those found in autobiography of a yogi, all full of powerful indian gurus that are incarnations of this and that God and can do incredible things. Advanced yogis are great to read!
As per the disconnect, perhaps I should clarify it was more of a disconnect with the ego or personality, I would not say I was able to see the 'self' but if anything i was a bit more in touch with it...
Gratitude for your comment and nice words about the blog.
Thanks for this post. My practice has been all over the place, and sometimes nonexistent, for months now, and I find myself more and more drawn to pranayama.
ReplyDeleteAaron, that sounds like great news!
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